fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I hate storms like this. Rain is fine, but throw a tornado into the mix and I freak out. Today was already a rough day, no need to make it worse. I want to be able to go to sleep with Brad and the kitties and know that we’ll be fine. I’m freaking out a little, I know. But with these strong ass winds and tornado warnings all around us, I have a reason to be.
I should shut my computer off and find some flash lights, just in case.
Goodnight all. Those of you that are in the Midwest; good luck tonight.
Yes I am 25 and still on my parents insurance. I don’t see why that is a big deal to people. Especially people who work st the doctor’s office, who should know better than to yell it into a waiting room when my mother is about 10 feet away from you. The last time I went to the doctors was well over a year ago, so I’m not abusing anything. As long as I’m cover just shut the hell up. Also, fuck you.
I want to write a book. Not sure what about or who my target market would be, but I want to write a book.
Day three of working out done and I’m still pretty excited about it. That’s a start. Plus, I have Brad there too, that helps a lot.
Back to school for two days and already sick again. This is getting crazy annoying. Damn little kids always getting me sick and I only see them for seriously 2 minutes a day.
Looking forward to the weekend. I want to do nothing, except see Jenni!! I’m pretty excited that she is doing great and is able to come home. She’s ridiculously strong. I hope that she can recover quickly so she can come back to work.
I don’t usually do ‘New Year Resolutions’ but I am trying my hardest to be nice to stupid people. That’s is super difficult considering I work with one of the dumbest people I have ever met. It’s like talking to a brick wall, but less appealing.
Dumb post over with now.
Goodnight.
It’s so awesome when I work 21 hours of overtime and I only get paid for 2. Not even regular pay for the other 19 hours. Way to be illegal as hell, Taher. Worse company ever.
Changing things for this coming year. I’m just sick of a lot of things that I am completely capable of changing. And I’m going to try to be nicer. That will be the hardest part I think.
This busch light taste way too good right now. Fuck everything, I might be getting drunk tonight.
December 20, 2011
It’s almost time for Christmas break, and seriously, thank God (pun intended) because I can’t handle much more of this bullshit. It seriously isn’t a hard job. I don’t know why everyone has to bitch about the way we do things constantly. It’s so annoying. Give me a fucking break. I know what I’m doing. I went to school for this shit. Different day, same old, tiring shit. I just wish that they would leave us alone for two weeks of working and let us do our jobs our way and see if things aren’t better.
On a better note; Brad gave me my Christmas present early. A gorgeous ring. Best part: it matches my necklace he got me last year. I love it so very much. Almost as much as I love Brad. The downside, my mom won’t leave me alone about getting married. I don’t see why we should be rushing into that. He’s already been married before and doesn’t want to rush into it. I’m perfectly happy where we are right now. We’ll get married, one day, when we’re ready. Give it, like, 3 years and it’ll probably happen.
Oh and I just asked my dad to give me some money so I can make more food for Christmas and he said he had just spent $33,000 at a sale. Wow. That’s insane.
This has been a long, boring day. And it’s about you get even longer and more boring. Brad and his friend are going to play video games for ‘a little while’. Which means that they’ll be done at 3-4am-ish. So exciting!!
What a week. It’s been a long time since there has been no drama bullshit at work. I’m really hopping that bitch is gone by the end of the year. Jenni, Jody and I can’t stand her, but if Jenni fires her, it’d be considered ‘retaliation’. Even though she can’t even handle washing dishes. It seriously doesn’t take a smart person to wash fucking dishes, but she’s honestly that fucking stupid. Ugh, I’m just hopping that next week will be better.
Oh, and who the hell names their kid ‘Leezel’?
I’m really happy that the usps has a really inexpensive way to send packages to military serving overseas. I’m sending a care package to Ben for Christmas and if they didn’t do that, it would cost close to $60 to send a normal sized box. But with the military thing it’s only like $13. I’m so relieved right now.
I have a headcold, and the other day, I sneezed so hard, my contact ripped in half in my eye. Yeah. Almost did it again. Ugh I hate being sick.
November 21, 2011
Today we went to Brad’s great-aunt’s funeral. It made me think of a few things; first, I’m glad I’m not a Methodist. Second, I’m glad that my family is really close. Not many people are lucky like I am. Third, I really miss my Grandpa. This time of the year especially. It’s not like we only saw him and my Grandma on the holidays, but this is more of the ‘free time’ for farmers, so he’d be around more. And from the time November starts, all of us Freeman’s get excited fro Christmas Eve. Not because of the presents, but because Christmas Eve is easily one of the funnest times of the year. All of us getting together and hanging out. And the best part is everyone lives in the same town so no one has to travel for it.
I try to think about my Grandpa everyday, to help it set in and for me to come to terms with is, and to remind myself of how much pain he was in and how now he is happy and pain free. I have so many great memories of him that it helps. It still makes me want to cry most of the time though. I really wish my kids would have been able to meet him one day, listen to all of his crazy, wonderful stories.
This Christmas is going to be really hard on all of us. I can only hope and pray that it will only continue to bring my family closer together. Maybe a silver-lining for this horrible thing.
I hope that one day they find a cure for cancer. Maybe instead of funding all this shit to, oh I don’t know, censor the internet, they can put all that time, effort and money into finding cures for these horrible things.
November 17, 2011
- Work is being coming more of a ‘job’ lately. I hate that feeling when I do actually love my job. Some people, not so much.
- Re-writing some recipes to make them look neater.
- Trying to figure out what to make for Thanksgiving. Brad wants a cherry pie and my dad wants a lemon meringue pie. But those aren’t too exciting or challenging.
- Stoops is a horribly spoiled cat. And Basil seems sad.
- Found a pretty good website for recipe conversion, since I can’t remember how to do it all that well.
- I’m cold, but I’m ready for the winter. I want some snow. Also, I’m very relieved that I won’t have to drive up to Lincoln every day this winter.
- I want a dog. And a bunny. And a huge farm house to keep them happy.
- I can’t wait to make Christmas candy and cookies with my Grandma.
- I’m happy where I am. I’ve got a loving, awesome boyfriend. A really close family and great friends. This is where I want and need to be.
